Dear people...

... who say I'm always at the doctor. I would like to adress this issue and I will break down into points so your small minds can have a chance at understanding it.

1. This spring I went to the doctor becuase I looked as pale as a fricking ghost and could hardly make it through a day. Not normal. My hemoglobin was so low it almost qualified for a transfusing. Not okay. So yes I did see the doctor as I DID NOT WANT TO DIE!
2. Another thing this spring. My hands started to swell (edema), hurt, itched, and I couldn't feel as well or use my hands as well either. So yes, again I wanted to know why my hands are swelling as this can be a sign of a major medical issue, that and I wanted to use my hands again and not go crazy becuase they itched. Dyshidrotic excema.
3. Last year I went to the doctor. Once was becuase I woke up with all over pain(flu anyone?), was barely coherent (am I ever?), and had major chills and was crying... but lets pretend that didn't happen. So I did not go of my own free will, but I did manage to coerce my mom into just going to a clinic not the ER. (kinda a bad idea in hindsight as I think the ER might have made me feel better faster... and not wait 2hrs). So I had the flu... Still it was not my choice to go.
4. Again to go because I was sweating bullets and had a fever of 102 F, after taking an Aleve. Well that and I thought if I got their okay, they would let me go to school. No I actually go BANNED, which wasn't surprising as you could probably tell I had a fever with me practically melting.
5. Also, should I have gone to the doctor another time it would have been for an infection, bacterial, as I 1) don't have time to take weeks to get better and 2) I understand that these infections can get progressively worse and spread; therefor you should not let it get that far. WARNING: this applies to actual infections, not sniffles from allergies.
6. Also, guess who is more prone to getting respiratory infections? ME! DARN THAT ASTHMA AND ALLERGIES. (Good news: actually taking my meds for this consistently actually helps.... who woulda thunk)
7. I think we should also examine that I am now probably more healthy than a good bit of my friends and specifically those who make said stupid comments.
8. NO I DON'T go the doctor that much. This past year has only been for non-infection problems (see 1&2)
9. I admit I went to the doctor this past few months. Why you may ask. Well after working out 1 hr a day cardio, 5 days a week I was still really fatigued. I couldn't get through a day without a nap. That's not what's supposed to happen when one gets more healthy. Got that fixed. (dang gum iron won't stick!)
10. Oh, and I haven't even gone to the ER in over a year for the kidney stones or other wise. 
11. And I don't have mono.

Well since none of those people will read this blog, I guess it could just be a humorous one, or a venting one... could really be both at the same time.

PS I also think people actually like me and don't think I'm evil, a snob, lesbian, slut, whore, ect.

I think Steph loves me....

Some things that I should be worried about.....

1. I don't mind people stealing art, as long as it goes into hands that will treat it well.
2. Burning art/ripping/anything destructive is not okay.
3. Burning books is never okay.
4. Especially if they are one of a kind.
5. I would mind more if I had an accident in my car than someone else's... becuase then I've wrecked my car. Injuries take a second seat.
6. I wouldn't mind broken bones as long as theres not severe lasting handicap.
7. My head I mind very much... but somehow I think it's rather hard so we might be okay.
8. If I am paralyzing to the point I can't move my arms and legs, ect. and am there for a burden on my family, I would probably rather die. PROBABLY because it hasn't happened and you never know until your in a situation how you will act.
9. I wouldn't mind so much if for some reason I didn't go back to school and get the education to be an NP.
10. I need to stop spacing off so much, especially while walking... on a treadmill.... did you know at some point you almost stop walking?

So anyway there's that.

I rearranged all my books and bookshelves and cleaned them and got rid of a ton yesterday. I can honestly tell you I have no idea how it started, but from there it snowballed.

Food For Thought

Dying. Some people fear it, while others welcome it with open arms. Some will do anything and everything to avoid it, when others tempt it as sport. The heroes who are willing give their lives for others everyday, and sometimes they do. War lord and evil cause so much death, while medicine can give life. Technology can be used to cause great death, or to save thousands. There are some who will never stop at battling the beast for others too weak to do it themselves. But whatever the reason, whatever the cause, death is not pretty. Death can be poetic if you make it so, but to break it down can only show the indecency of it. The body shuts down as the blood stops flowing, but the cells keep on trying becuase they don't know. You will eventually decay after looking good for your last stand.  Turning into dust. Death is not something to be taken lightly, n or too seriously. But to the loved ones of the dead, to them death is the ultimate thief. Snatching the lives of their friends and family, always, it seems, before their time. It leaves a hole in your heart and a ache in your chest and in those moments death is still death. Whether it was a heroic, natural, or tragic, it still took your loved on away and that cannot be changed....

TAKE THAT people who try to romanticize things!

YAY PONIES AND RAINBOWS!

On another note I don't know what I'm going to be for Halloween and I'm attending a big party so I think it should have some effort put in. But it should be comfy, not too skimpy, not require a lot of make and preferably small or no props. Yeah I did think it through and list criteria. PS cannot be Sherlock Holmes as I 1 do not have a "detective" outfit or anything that look remotely like that. And 2 I didn't think the pipe and hat would make it if I ordered it.

I bet that scared you to death in a small way...

How to Survive the WORST storm in 70 years

1. Do not stop and take pictures of tornadoes
2. Do not stand and FILM said tornadoes
3. RUN from tornadoes
4. If you're in a trailer, don't even bother with the hiding, you will die if the tornado comes either way.
5. You shouldn't start freaking out until the tornado is seen by you, because it's tiring getting scared every time someone "sees" a tornado.
6. If you are a newscaster, I do not want to listen to you ramble on and on about this storm instead of letting me watch NCIS... Everyone else had scheduled programing...
7. You know you've lived in Tennessee long enough if every time theres a tornado warning you're like "wateva!"
8. Stay away from large structures like dams and bridges as they are already kinda on the sketchy side of being kept up... the tornado might be the final straw.

What people do instead of trying to live

 

This is from Okalhoma... picture or live? picture

Is Global Warming Worsening Hurricanes? 

evidently if it is... we don't really have anything to worry about as we'll probably be dead before it gets HORRIBLE....

 

We're doing it wrong...

Steph, if you read this.... I AM SOOOO BORED! IM DYING IN THE LIBRARY!!!!

Things you may not have known...

1. Sherlock Holmes once knocked up Watson. Let's just say John was less than pleased...
2. You know when you do those crazy spaz-attacks before you go to sleep. Often times your falling and you wake up? These are myoclonic twitches.
3. Hiccups are too.
4. Also when you lose concentration sometimes, though rarely, you can have myoclonic twitches too.
5. Cleaning one's room is always a chore.... UNLESS IT'S TO AVOID HOMEWORK!
6. Not feeding me equals me losing weight without even trying, or working out... it's pretty serious.
7. Also, sometimes I find I am too cheap to buy food... even if I'm starving.
8. Dogs are still stupid... yes they are.
9. I may be the only person who got so lost in thought making a list of' "to-do"s that I almost tripped and fell on the treadmill...
10. It's okay most times if you go the opposite direction on a one way... most people also share your aversion to having a crash and dying.
11. PS I'm not so sure this counts on the highway...
12. Death storms are very suspenseful... and boring.
13. Reading your little silly fiction books does not hardly count as reading. Sometimes you actaully have to read literature.
14. The Rubiks cube is kicking my butt.
15. Sherlock Holmes promises to kill you if you kill Watson. Go on, I dare you.. try it.
16. Did you know that Gibbs once made Chuck Norris cry? Yes, only once becuase Chuck Norris never made the mistake of upsetting Gibbs again.
17. Get a planner. It can only help you.
18. Sherlock Holmes is not a sociopath, contrary to popular belief.
19. Watson is a ladies man. No seriously... he sees a cute woman and he pounces...
20. You need to do the Fork in the Garbage Disposal.

Fork in the Garbage Disposal

Dear...

Dear CSI Miami people, I believe it would be in your best interest if your GSP tracking devices did not SAY THAT EXACTLY on them. I believe this could alert the people you are trying to track or tip off the bad guy who has your good guy.

Dear Christians, SHHHH don't speak. Grow a brain and then you shall be allowed. PS listen to God, not yourself. Also, using the Bible to support the Bible is stupid. Just all around.

Dear World, not every good friend ship is sexual. Period. No. Furthermore, it ruins the TV show and the suspense. You have to wonder. But then again some people are friends.

Dear Survey of Chemistry Teacher, I would prefer we cover major concepts in class rather than teaching imbeciles how to plug in numbers to simple equations that are self explanatory.

Dear Women of the World, no you need not get married. It's okay if you don't. More importantly you do not need to do it so early. Maybe you should see the world first and explore life. Be yourself and find out who YOU are.

Dear People, to play Sherlock Holmes in anything and be good you must: be looney and not eat a lot. No really, it's true.

Dearest Tutoring Services, I NEED A TUTOR NOW! Follow in JG Wentsworth's footsteps. People need their money and they need it now. I NEED A TUTOR AND I NEED  IT NOW!

Dearest Lizzi Child, I do not have the same tastes as Destiney, or anything remotely close other than the gender.

Dear Women, having a brain is fantastic, using it is even better! If you should marry someone, they should have done the same.

Dear College, no my parents aren't paying for me to attend here. Yes, it was through much hard work and scholarships and grants that I attend here. Yes, I am also in debt. So please do not tell me that I should get good grades, for 20K a year, I'm gonna try my hardest!

Dear Sherlock Holmes, WHY AM I NOT LIKE YOU! WHY ARE YOUR NOT REAL!

Dear Steven Moffat, why don't you come over here to America and change the face of TV forever.

Dear Food, we used to be such good friends. What has happened? Oh I remember, your full of preservatives and grossness so I won't eat you.

Dear Fruit and Yogurt, come live and grow in my yard so I can have a lifetime supply of awesomeness to eat.

Dear Psych, COME BACK ON TV!

Dearest Rib, I wish you would stay in your appropriate location as it would save me a lot of grief and pain.

Dear Rubik's Cube, you may have won this battle, but I will win the WAR! I will BEAT YOU!

Dear Boys Who Look Like and Dress Like Girls, no.

Dear Mickey the Pomeranian, stop biting me. It's not FUNNY.

Dear Self, why must you always wake up at 3AM. And sometimes remember things I have not done. (Such as possibly leaving one's window rolled down and having a MASSIVE STORM come and assault your car)

Dear America, WHY YOU NO WATCH SHERLOCK?

Dear Other College Students, some of these things we're learning are not so hard, most are generals. Plus, if you have to ask such stupid questions, you should NOT be a Nurse as one has to be able to utilize the brain... which you have proven you cannot do.

Dear Tumblr, STOP BEING SO ADDICTING. If I don't check you 50 times a day I feel empty inside.

Dear Pre-Labs, you are ridiculously hard and not really worth my time. But I have to search forever for the answers so my grade will stay good.

Dear Graders, if one gets a 91% on a test, don't you think its a bit much to write good job? I mean I know I'm awesome and the like, but how bad do others have to be doing that a barely A is a good job.

Dear Friends, where have you all gone?

Dear God, why can I not get this relationship thing!

Dear College Students Who Say They Know Who They Are and What They Want to Be, you will now epically fail at life becuase really you never know fully who you are and what you will do. Life gets in the way of plans and maybe God doesn't want you to do that. You will never be the same year to year. Your goals will change, so will jobs, friends and outlooks.

Combine Sherlock and Doctor Who in caption form? Brilliant.

Maybe Holmes and Watson were more than just friends. Watson's getting a little touchy here.

So think about it. We all know the phrase "No shit Sherlock," but what did Holmes get to say to people when they stated the obvious?

THIS IS THE BEST! Special dedication to Steph!

For more hilarious pictures you should check out my tumblr. the names louderthelife

Family vacation

Okay I know its so cliche, everyone hates family vacations. No, I loathe them and will never be going on one again. My sister seems to think I'm going to steal my mom's attention and love. She's constantly trying to beat me. I have something wrong, she has something MORE wrong. Same with injuries.

I did get some clothes. 6 shirts for 30 overall. yeah that is like $5 a shirt.

Didn't get much school work done like I had wanted and realized that driving can be boring.

I did miss home and really missed 'Nooga. But I would love to move out. But really, enough with the cliches.

You know when you don't want someone to same something becuase someone else int eh group doesn't know about it. You know like parties? Sherlock Holmes does it better by pretending to faint and creating a scene.

You need to spy on someone? Sherlock Holmes pretends to be engaged to the maid, who doesn't know its a lie.

Do you need to get someone out of the room? Send Lestrade to interrogate criminal while you leap over and try to find a secret compartment with the help of Watson. Then pretend like nothing happened and your bored...

Okay so why are all new songs written by guys for girls? I mean I want to sing them but I mean really? I would be singing to a girl.... -.-

Mounteagle.... where losing concentration for a moment means instant death.

Do you ever need to lay low to escape a criminal? pretend your dead and don't tell your best friend... whose wife dies soon after, leaving him alone.....

One point on Sherlock Holmes the person, other than the other rambles I just said. He needed Watson. What was once the guy who never had, or needed a friend; learns about friendship... okay let's not lie, he grew increasingly fond of Watson, potentially in a codependent way. But what can you do when your Bipolar...


Okay now on a scale of 1-10 how random was this? 1 being least and 10 being most....

Rest of the season coming soon!!!

Like a BAWSSSSS

....... expeiriment/idea

The world stood still as the EMTs swarmed the scene. They kept pushing me away, telling me I had to let go. They took over and put him up on the stretcher. That's when I hear it, "He's not breathing!" the buzz of paddles being charged mixes in with the chaos of the crowd.
It shouldn't have been him. This was all my idea! I told him to stay, not follow me. Oh, but he was ever so courageous and loyal, always looking out for me. My reckless behavior, the direct opposite of who he was. I had never considered the killer would go after those I care about. It never occurred to me that others would be harmed, never knew that another would pay the price for the risk I took.
It stopped. Nothing made sense. Why were they leaving him on the stretcher!? They need to save him!
Someone gently leads me to another ambulance. The EMTs check my vitals, shining lights in my eyes and asking em meaningless questions. Why weren't they saving him? The detective, our friend and confidant in all this, came over. He's speaking to me but I can't hear him, it's like I'm underwater. "Heart.....-ouldn't sav-....-oo lat-....."
I just stared. He spoke in slow motion.. "They couldn't save him. He's dead."
I felt like a train hit me. Those last words.... he's dead.... Then the world came rushing back. All the noises, the sirens, talking, talking talking, radios, it was all too much.
My world cracked. Reality hit. My best friend, come to think of it, he was really my only friend. i had aquiantances, but no one really close. Since childhood... gone. Forever. Never coming back....