Look Up...: Over break I did not blog or apply myself to anything productive

So basically, I took break as a serious break, from learning to exercising to really actually moving. I've watched so many new TV shows it's not funny and I've just begun to feel the anxiety of returning to school. I have a nursing orientation this evening and I'm mildly nervous that I will forget something. I've gotten the certifications to work at each hospital we get to choose this semester for clinicals. I promise I won't break HIPAA and the like. The books have been bought and the classes selected and it's only a few more days before I start off on the roller coaster of life that I embark upon so hesitantly.
What I want to be has always beens some scientific job. Nursing somehow found its way into my heart and has not left. I question if I will be a good nurse or even if I should do this job. But I don't see myself doing anything else. If anything it would be just another job that helped people and probably took up a substantial amount of my life.
Christmas has come and gone and a new year is here. Last year was a blast and yet I would not like to do it all over again. Maybe go to New York City again, and chill in high school some more, but one of those is really not reasonable. Over time I become more adult, and I'm not sure what that means. I am still trying to find that fun adult, not the boring, side and embrace it.

pictures?

Primeval: fricking awesome show! While they continue to kill off every one of my favorite characters, I still love it.

Began reading the Harry Potter books... Also this pic shows my angst at school starting again and well Tom Felton is hot so theres really no need to explain more.