Anyway in other less angsty news, I've been reading the Harry Potter books and I'm almost done with the 3rd going on to the fourth. I am also making a banging scarf and cosey blanket via crochet. It's nerdy I know, but somehow it makes me feel accomplished and I get something awesome out of it too.
Remember that awesome song thing I posted a while back? The one I didn't write? Yeah, that one. Well I have figured out the chords for it, or nearly enough. So I can play it! Maybe I can share it with you Steph if I come over anytime soon, ya know. I think you would like it a lot.
Still watching Dexter over these snow days, I'm up to season 4 like 4th or 5th episode. Soon season 5 will be devoured as well. I love my sociopathic killer and his family!
New angsty-esque news. I question whether or not I want to be a nurse. But I mean what would I be other wise? Doctor sounds like fun, but with modern times it seems like an unstable move when I can just be an NP. I could do some research job, but then I'd be out of the lab so often to randomly talk to people I wouldn't get work done and got stir crazy. Artist is really out of the question as well as acting and anything entrepreneurship, as well I don't have enough drive, or haven't found anything that makes me want to do them that badly. I could counsel people, but wait, that can be done by a nurse too. Lawyer? Sounds kind of boring and well I hate arguing a ton, even though I enjoy it thoroughly. I would just get to worked up.
So more growing upness is happening so I'm more confused than I could ever be. Have not one to tell me what to do, give advise or whatever. I have no idea what the future holds and I'm terrified.
And if that square peg, round hole feeling won't go away. Damn cliches.
that's John's "dipshit" face
you watch interviews of these two and you begin to wonder... are they?
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