I miss blogging

I miss coming on here and rambling about absolutely nothing, but now it seems like i don't have the time to or even the patience to write what I'm feeling.
As I sit here so bored in the library I think how I could be doing something more important, sucha s study for that lecture quiz or nursing final. But, nah, I'd rather chill.
Then my days are filled with wondering what I will do. For example. I have that nursing exam at 10AM tomorrow. I also have Nutrition, and a test in it, at 6PM. So should I work out at 8AM and then go to the final or work out after the final? Its the difference of waking up at 6 and waking up at like 9. Also, if I work out after I won't be so time contrained, but then again I need to study for said nutrition test and probably go home and chill after. But I might also get done with the exam early so I could just workout and be done by like 1 or something simple like that.
Seriously, this is what occupies my thoughts. That and what do I need to do now, what do I need to study for , that test is when, ECT.
I was going to do something this break but decided not to. I think most would agree that sharing living accomodation with 3 members of the opposite sex you just met Saturday is not the best of ideas.
So interesting thing. We learned in nursing about different cultures and how they opperate, including our own in comparison. Seems like the U.S. and potentially just some other "developed" countries are terribly worried about time. Everyone else seems to be focused on the here and now and won't adhere to our strict scheduales. We however base our focus on the future and what we will do. Every second of everyday planned out. Doing this or that and being there one time.... Always rushing and never quite enjoying life.